I am going to change concept

Telling from experiences is what I prefer to do, but I notice that there are many things that I try to focus on. And that must be completely different, because it does not work!

Yesterday a lot of thought about how and what I REALLY want. And that was because of my blog from yesterday. Thinking and developing further is the idea behind the new plan. I am going to make a program and want to tell you in the country. I did it before, but I did not know what direction it should go. Now I'm going to write a whole program and have it optimized. So do not want to do everything yourself, but letting go is a bit of a thing.

I want to do everything myself
It can be a good quality, I think, because then you can not blame someone else. I realize very well that you will not get a response if you (in this case me) do something wrong. Knowing and doing it is what I have known for years, but have not changed. All monkeys and bears on the road, because yes such a person must also be paid and if I can not, because then? While I thought in possibilities. Strange but real! Doing everything yourself is no longer an option if I want to continue. Take a risk and have people work for me or if I am put in a straitjacket. Everything is only feeling and has nothing to do with my knowledge. I do not doubt about my knowledge and intent for a second, because that's just right. Have confidence in the future with people who help me. Well, I really have to believe it and do not want to do everything myself anymore.

My personal story
In general terms, many people know my story quite well, but the backgrounds and my experiences are a different story, because I have never shared them. By making me vulnerable, I notice that my ego has become smaller and that I am not just going for material. In the personal story I will tell you more about backgrounds and why my route was as it has been walked. The intention is to reach people who do not fall into the same pitfalls as I do and want to learn from someone who is an experienced expert there. Having had and surviving many pitfalls, but living from a pitfall to a pitfall is also a regular life. That is true until your body says to here and no further and then? From negation to burnout to heavily overstressed to eventually chronic headaches was the result of earning money, but not a penny that came in. I want to let this and everything pass by in an approximately hour-long story with a message. Not only about myself, but about everything around me. From private to business with a message that becomes very clear after having heard my personal story.

It is not pathetic, certainly not!
My school was sometimes intense and very often my surroundings did not understand me either. Persevering and believing in what you do has always been my attitude. Sometimes you adjust and sometimes you stop with something and sometimes you succeed. At least that was my thought. Now I want to use my pure intentions to tell my story. I want everyone to do what he or she wants to do in his or her life. In it I want to be the missing link. This link can help you further and make you think. My story is an extension and at the same time my mission to help people become happy and successful in what they love to do. Actually, it has nothing to do with me, because it's all about you! My question to you is therefore "What is your own contribution to a more beautiful life?". In this I only want to be the messenger who does his story, because afterwards it is up to you what you do with the message. I have not been pathetic, because I chose it myself every time. Everything that came my way had to go under to get the realization that what I did did not work.

Do what feels right
I really made it my mission now and continue writing the blog and still make videos and use it to make the world a bit more beautiful for us all. It feels good and the concept is changed to more parts and more visible. This blog is part of that. Also come to tell and convey my message, because what I tell you do not learn at school, even though I think it should. My message is to get to know yourself and to get what you want. There is so much more than you know. And to convey that is the intention I made for myself last night.

What now?
I am going to start the new way by first putting everything down on paper myself, because I want this and have wasted years by not having a REAL focus. A learning moment when the penny finally came to me, but still I am grateful for what I have experienced and will experience, because I can share that and make the message even clearer for you. So do not be surprised to see that you have not heard or read anything from me for a while, because I immerse myself completely in my mission that will also touch you.

An intention
No, this is not an intention, but a mission that has been clear for years, but did not dare to say aloud and really do it. Every time it comes back to me and it feels good. This is not an intention, but a mission that I do not stop, because this makes me really happy, helping other people to become happy and to contribute to finding their way. An intense message that gives you thought-provoking support with a lot of content that I'm going to make. I'm going to work with pen and paper from today.

My life goal has become
Tell and reach as many people as possible who want to live life. And the dot on the horizon is that when I'm old and lying on my deathbed with a big smile on my face die, because that means that I'm proud of myself and have achieved what I wanted to achieve, make people happy and things do that I wanted to do. Every day from now on, that is my intention that I speak to myself and you with all my heart ...

Thank you for reading!

Jouke

It is good as it is

I am in a phase of my life that it is just or that I am in no man's land. It seems like the phase you have to everything is okay and I am who I am. And that is also okay, but quite difficult to find my way.

I have decided not to have anything at all and to be allowed to do everything. It gives peace but in me I notice that there is still so much unrest that comes out right now. Also hypersensitive subconscious and wake up of things that keep you busy consciously or unconsciously. You have to imagine that I am on a road where it is good, but now and then there is a bump that you put in place again. And do not want to turn everything off, difficult and yet I'm going to do it.


The inspiration
I listen a lot and I get things out again. And a good example at the moment is the breakdown of the Hawaii bar I built in times of sadness and poverty with things I had lying down. Only a lot of things need to be replaced. And breaking down is the best solution, because you can also proceed to the next. There is now a source of inspiration that I use, because you have to clean up before you can start something new. A pond that is always in motion remains cloudy and a pond that gives you the chance to become clear becomes clear over time, but give it peace. Actually quite simple, but in reality I fight with it and why? No idea, because it is good as it is or when I can not change anything, I have to let go.


Letting go is so intense
After I realized that I can not and do not want to change anyone, I suddenly realized that letting go is best. When the weather comes your way, it's okay. I notice that for many people it is not normal, but should I be annoyed? I do not feel like it. Just like the feeling that it comes from one side. And then it is for me that letting go is the method that works, because I do not want to experience stress to those that I can not change. Letting go is not easy and even notice at this moment. Somewhere bad for fighting and you see that your fighting has not done anything. And then release is mega intense. I also woke up there last night and woke up with thoughts that I can not place and / or do not want. The feeling that it leaves behind is the feeling that you have just seen something bad happening and are shocked. I always woke up that feeling in your body and with the writing of this blog I drop. And that is a good reason to fix my thought and take rest and rest, but it is good as it is, it may be there and give it space to find it's way.


Being spiritual
Perhaps it is useful that I first explain what it means for me to be spiritual. I am not a hover bitch or whatever you want to call it, because I do not like that. Because of the processes that I have gone through, every time I notice the same, rest is being allowed to work for me. Like letting go of what you can not change. In the beginning it hurts, but when you're through it, it's okay. That's how I experience it. And most people call that spiritual. For me it does not matter how it is described. What I do know is that applying some things quite well helps me. No incentives or anything else. And I want to take that a step further. Phone more often and e-mail and internet more often left behind and really nothing, only myself.


Is it a belief or sect?
No, it is not a belief or sect, but a perception of myself. A belief does not feel right for me and therefore I also let go, because it is a belief. And a sect is with several people and I do as it feels good for me. I am who I am who has his ego and lets everything come and go. I think that the way I am walking now is a way that can change at any moment. Switch from frequency to another wavelength. We all consist of vibration and that vibration changes as you grow or change your life. Here you also attract people. And you've probably experienced that it feels good to a person or very bad. There is a click or not. Then the waves / vibrations are not aligned. Everything you put under the microscope and enlarges it has vibration, moves.


Ready to grow
At this moment I am at a point where I must and can break through. May sound crazy, but I feel it in everything. I think it is a matter of time and patience. And until that time, I watch, read and listen very much. Save what feels good and let go where I can not change anything, it is good as it is.


Thank you for reading!