Fighting a losing battle

I sometimes watch non-dual videos and read a lot about them. All that energy is there I am, but other things are a thing for me. In this blog I want to take you into my thought.

We have many forms of faith and actually do not know much. And I am someone who looks up when I want to understand something. For a year or 3 I came across a non-duality video of Patrick Kicken. Interesting that you can think like that and throw everything in one hope to say it all. Sit on the couch, because you have no control over your life (was my first thought). Actually they say "it is as it is".

I will fall right in the house with the door
I am not of the hovering life and I want to keep my feet on the ground. Yet it appealed to me, because it means briefly that your ego thinks it has something to say (like most men at home), but actually that is not so non-duality. After listening to the story, I started researching and I immediately noticed something. You can use it or do nothing with it. There is really nothing in between. And to be honest, I did not really see myself in the picture of non-duality. But...
I got chronic headaches in 2006 and it seems like nothing is allowed. A kind of fighting against the beer quay. So I found a reason in non-duality. Work hard, be enterprising, want to move forward, but feel no movement, at least not enough in my opinion. Is this then my lot then the question? No! because I believe that when you turn the steering wheel on the highway and take people into a serious accident that you do not have to leave their "lives".

Heavy costs.
I think about this kind of thing and let my thought go over it. My simple conclusion is that both worlds can be called for. And that energy (vibration) that we are 1 in is scientifically proven. Everything that lives has a vibration, but a kind of Matrix. You have no influence with your ego, even if we think so.

But what do I think?
I do not believe in a God or Alla, because believing brings nothing good and people who believe otherwise or are not bad. That's where I'm already wrong about faith. It would be peaceful and that is simply not true. And then to think that you can read and interpret the writing as you want it. Faith in a religion is fine, but do not bother me with it. Respect each other as you are and whoever that person is, does not matter! Live and let live. I believe in love and that does not make me judgmental about other people or what someone else is or does. It does not matter to me at all. What really matters to me is what touches people. Governments, money, power and religion. Not one of these has proven reliable to me. For the rest, you really have to do your best to ruin it with me. Everyone can be, but peacefully to each other. Personally I trust that I have to do everything myself, even though it sometimes seems to fight for a very big beer quay ...

Thank you for reading!

Jouke